What did I do Today?
- Started doing the taxes, went with Kyle to Plinx to pick up the receipt
- Had a Slurpee and ate Bitondos
- Eric and Fam came over, Eric’s back!
- Crushed a few beers, played a round of CS
What did I learn today?
- How to organize my taxes lol
Diet
Slurpee + 1/2 Calzone
Leftover Za
Tan Dat
2 Muffins + 2 glasses of Milk
1 Chicken Souvlaki Sandwhich
1 L of Beer
Notes
Welp. I guess I finally got over my anxiety for my mom’s scans. I don’t even wanna go there for my head. That shit really fucked me up for those two weeks or so. I was doing so well before that too, tracking everything, getting shit done, it was pretty consistent. Funny how after so much shitty ordeals and how you talk to yourself about “being strong” and being “able to withstand the shitstorm”, all it takes is one thing to get your mind to infiltrate yourself to fuck you up.
I really don’t even know how I got out of the anxiety. I guess I got to a point where my subconscious realized I was worrying too much and she was alright, so it’s not on my mind anymore. *shudders*
Back into the grind it is:
– timing everything
– learning everyday
– straight up hustle and energy