January 6th 2021

Hot damn, that discipline baby!

Was lying in bed listening to white noises, falling asleep, when the thought hit me: I didn’t write in my log today! Before, I would’ve just said screw it, but damn disciplines a my discipline is a small muscle, but it’s still growing!

Eczema was super rough today (literally and figuratively, lol). I was almost going to bail on my chest workout. But then, then I’d just be letting my eczema get in the way of my dream and goals. I know its really shitty trying to do a workout, sweating, only to feel your whole body burn and your dry skin shrivel up. But I decided I won’t let something get in the way of my goals, and what better way to practice that discipline through trucking through a workout. TBH I have pretty shitty discipline, but I’m working on it all the time. Fuck I didn’t even tgl today. bleh, working OT really through a wrench in my plans. So ridiculous. +2 hours. Oh well, it was fun working with S. Flossed and Taxed. One step at a time.

Next thing I have to be more disciplined about is my diet. Gotta get on that bulk train. Kaizen tomorrow?

Diet:
Grilled cheese
Dads beef noodle special
2 coffees
2 power drinks
Shit, not much eh?

Exercise: P90x chest workout Sean edition.